The year when Xi Jingnan met Mo Tao, she was just a child. She still had not come of age, but he fell in love with her at first sight.
He himself understood that it was just the face that he fell in love at first sight, although Tao was young, the face was the most beautiful he had ever seen.
The two soon became lovers because he meant to be with her and he was excellent in all aspects. As time passed, their love was strong until he became ill. After he had double personalities he remembered everything except Tiao, his Xiang.
He misunderstood her because of Chen Sixuan‘s departure, and imprisoned her beside him and tortured her for three years, and she still stuck to it.
After he was hill, Jingnan often felt confused when facing Tao. Why she always gave him a feeling of familiarity and reassurance. He repelled in his mind, but that feeling couldn‘t be faked. Whenever there was that feeling, he tortured her and concealed the panic in his mind.
But whenever he saw her lying on the ground lifeless, his heart finally collapsed, and that heartbreaking was so fast for him to seize.
He cried, but he didn‘t know why he cried.
Tiao asked confused, "What are you crying, Jingnan?"
Jingnan wiped his face with his hand, and then ran quickly to Tao to pick her up and shouted, "Call the hospital."
The moment he picked her up, his body froze, all the memories came to mind, and before the the public he fell to the ground, holding Tao, grieved，"I‘m sorry, my Xiang."
After losing her, his two personalities merged. He finally remembered her, remembered the sweetness they once had, and remembered his cruelty to her. At that moment, he could not breathe.
He quickly got up and sent Tao to the hospital. After she entered the operating room, he began to fear, fear that she would leave him.
He swore that when she woke up, he must apologize on his knees.
She was long in the operating room, and Jingnan was anxious in the corridor. Jiang Ci stood beside him in while to comfort him.
He said, "The Tao I know has always been sturdy. That she could do such things were typical of her, and everything was going to be fine."
Xi Jingnan was silent, her bullet hit her in the heart, so decisive, and her eyes that looked at him were full of despair.
She would never have any love for him.
He suddenly hated himself. for three years, he tortured her for three whole years. In the three years, she never thought about leaving him. It was he who asked her to go. At that time, she stared at him without saying a word. She said OK gently, and had never been around him since.
The next encounter in the hospital, where he found her. At that time, she looked him with a calm expression. He couldn’t figure out, the woman who liked sticking around him earlier suddenly became cold to himself?
He was too angry, and simply took her there.
It was also during that time that he found her claws. She began to get back at him and started to live like herself. Because of Chen Sixuan’s incident, she was misunderstood by him and she refused to explain. He didn’t realize she was the victim until the recording appeared in the police station. He wronged her.
Since then, the two had drifted further and further.
Until today, she committed suicide in front of him.
The lights in the operating room were lit up all through the night, until the next afternoon until the next afternoon. The doctor told him ,"Officer Xi, the rescue failed."
Xi Jingnan stunned and asked, "What are you talking about?"
Overnight, the man was out of shape.
He wanted to go in and see her, but her grandfather suddenly appeared and wanted to take her away. He had never seen her grandfather, but he called her Xiang.
Xiang , the girl he was obsessed with.
Xi Jingnan’s heart was sore, but he couldn’t help it. He watched him take her away, and there was no news since.
Since then, no one in Jingnan’s life had been called Xiang, and he froze his heart and never loved any more.
......
Three months I woke up, my grandfather said that I had been in a car accident and I was in a coma for a while, and my memory was affected.
My grandfather said that I could no longer remember the past, right or wrong. He said that it was for the best and I could live as I want.
I wanted to work, and my grandfather wouldn’t allow. He said, "You are a lady, it is only good to live an exquisite way, making money is our man‘s business."
Adhering to my grandfather, I lived for three years like a little girl, without knowing the sorrows of the world, travelling around the world.
And I also collected a lot of bags, watches and cosmetics, and cool sports cars, I was no different from those real ladies. I didn’t know the meaning of my existence.
I was tired of this kind of life, but I didn’t know what to do except for this idle life every day, nor did I knew what to do.
Nothing could I do except playing.
Nor did y grandfather need me to.
Until grandfather took me back to Mist City.
I didn‘t know why, I had a familiar feeling about the city. I told my grandfather this, and he said that I grew up here. I asked him sadly, "then, grandpa, what happened to me here?"
Grandfather said, "It doesn‘t matter, as long as you are happy now."
"Oh, I am just curious," I said.
What happened before was really not very important. I didn‘t care too much, and I was just curious. Grandpa was occupied with business and he asked me to hang around and call him when I went back.
I didn’t know any friends in Mist City. It could get boring just walk alone, but I heard that the red light district here was quite interesting.
I worea slip skirt, and wore my own endearing jewelry, put on a smoky makeup and went to the bar.
When I arrived at the bar, I heard people talking, saying that the Mo family in the Mist City had donated its money in the name of charity three years ago. Now there was no existence of Mo family in Mist City, but there was a philanthropist named Mo Tao.
It took a lot of courage to donate a whole family property. I was very curious about this Mo Tao, so I went over and asked, "Where is she now?"
Was she still in the Mist City?
The man replied, "She, she killed herself."
Died, and suicide, what a pity.
I put down the wine glass and danced in the center of the stage. I was unlucky, the decency police was working. Everyone in the room was obedient to half squat.
It suddenly became empty around, I saw a man wearing a police uniform in the corner, smoking slowly and looking cold.
I raised my hand and pointed at myself. "Did I break the law?"
Hardly had the voice faded away when the the policeman who smoked in the corner turned his head in confusion and looked at me with horror. His came to with heavy steps, and he stared at me,eyes red,and asked, "What is your name?"
"Me? Ye Xiang."
He curved his lips, turned his head and ordered, "Bring them all back to the police station."
"Cap., there are so many of them..."
“Take them all and question one by one.”
He paused, looked at me, “She too.”
These police officers were not very reasonable. At least so far no one dared to hold me like this. I sat in the interrogation room and said faintly, "You detained me for no reason. I have to call my lawyer."
The policeman who held me said, "My little mama, I don‘t want to, but Mr.Xi said that you are being held, and he will come to interrogate you personally. After confirming that there is no problem, we will let you go, very quickly."
I asked： "Where is he?"
He glanced at the huge window next to me. I guessed the man was looking at me behind the glass. I became less not anxious. I handed the keys to the sports car and asked, "Can you help me drive the sports car over?"
He hesitated, and I said, "I am worried that could be stolen."
At this moment, the door of the interrogation room opened. The policeman who smoked earlier took the key from my hand and handed it to him,"Go."
After the policeman left, he sat across from me and patiently said to me, "You should briefly talk about your situation first."
I am surprised to ask, "What situation?"
I wore a short skirt, this kind of sitting posture is easy for people to see into the thighs. H seemed to have see problem, got up and took off the police uniform and put it on my lap and said, "Who are you? Where are you from?Why go to the bar? Also show me your ID card."
I rummaged in my handbag, a lot of messy things in it, all lipsticks and make－ups. I poured them on the table and found my ID card in the mess handed to him and explained, "My name is Ye Xiang, who followed my grandfather to Wucheng came here with my grandpa for a business trip. I would returned to the United States after a while."
"Is the ID card also American?" he asked.
"Well, even if I broke the law, you should contact the US Embassy, and besides, i didn’t, I just went to the bar for a drank ! Not to mention that I am an adult, and allowed to drink, you have no reason to detain me."
He seemed to be a bit stunned, staring at the ID card and didn’t talk for long. I thanked him and said, "officer, you should let me go."
He suddenly said,"My name is Xi Jingnan."
I raised my brows, "why?"
"My name is Xi Jingnan, you can call my name."
"Well, okay, Officer Xi."
He suddenly asked, "Where is your home? I will send you back."
I explained, "I don‘t have a home in here. My grandfather is busy. I am going to stay at the hotel until grandpa finishes his work. I will go back to the United States with him."
"No home in the city..."
He gently rumbled and finally he took me back to his house, a neat apartment. I shook my head and said, "I don‘t like it."
He took off his police uniform and asked unnaturally, "Why?"
"I don‘t know, maybe too small."
"Xiang, you like big houses?" he asked.
I didn’t ‘t know when, he started calling me Xiang.
I shook my head and said, "It‘s okay, but will you sleep together with me at night? My grandfather said that I am not married, so I can‘t sleep with the guys, so... you know, I need to protect myself."
He said, "You are very child－like now."
I was puzzled and asked, "Do you know me before?"
I thought about it and said, "I have lost my memory, I don‘t remember it."
Hearing this, he firmly said,"I don‘t know."
Also he asked, "Forgot everything in the past?"
"Well, everything."
In the dark room, I heard a soft sigh, with remorse, annoyance and joy. "That‘s good, we could start it all over."
I wondered,"What are you talking about? Can you speak louder?"
"Xiang, my life has been dead for three years, and now I am alive, I don‘t know why, I like you very much."
"Are you confessing?" I asked.
"Yes."
"We only know today, I don‘t like you."
He smiled and said,"Well, there will be an ample time."
There will be an ample time.....
I always felT that there was something in his words.
He apologized to me that night, "I‘m sorry, I was wrong."
"Well, you shouldn‘t have bring me to the police station."
"Sorry, Xiang."
......
Xi Jingnan’s apology was to Mo Tao.
It was also to the Ye Xiang now.
He is grateful to God that he can bring her back to him.
Even if she didn’t ‘t remember, he wouldn’t t let her go.
It didn’t matter that She didn’t like him now. After all, there will be an ample time. He would double his efforts in the future to be a man who loves her.
After all, look at her now, she must have been spoiled.