He stayed equanimity all the time, nothing irritated him to lose his calm, because he handled everything into his own hands, enough wise.
But now, when he saw the photo lie on the ground the frame break, he could not bear such a blow as if his whole life had collapsed instantly. So he growled hysterical, and lost his temper.
I stood in front of Shen Jinnian, like a dull wood, at a loss in the sea.
I was silly with tears, watching him squat down slowly with his hands to pick up the debris on the ground. Be surrounded by grief, his hands made up them together, faster and faster, piece by piece.
It was impossible apparently to make up the debris that had become slag, but he wasn’t resigned to give up. Fingers were cut, blood flow out. He endeavored to restore the frame. However, it was a helpless time.
He was so crazy that I was frightened, my mouth issued a weak voice. “your hands are bleeding, stop it, you... "
“Damn you...get out...... "
His frozen eyesight tossed me to the Arctic, trembled in frigid.
I wouldn’t leave. After all, I caused it. I crouched down, scared, but I still stayed.
"Sorry, I don‘t know... "I held back tears.
“Are you fucking deaf? Get your ass out from here! Fucking you off!”
He didn‘t listen to my explanation and didn‘t see me at all. He kept yelling and yowling. His eyes turned red as if in tears.
The reason let a man overwhelmed inconsolably that only must be the woman who he beloved went deeper in his heart.
At this second, I realized the remain would only make him abominate me more. At the outset, He slapped me lightly. When he came back to his sense, I was afraid that he would kill me. I had no alternative but to go back my flat.
My room plunged into chaos, the blood on the ground had been dry. I cleaned all mess up, the photo haunting in my mind resulted that I had a strong in will but weak in move. I offended Shen Jinnian, I broke his most precious treasure, would he kill me?
I was too scared to go out all day. I locked myself in room. When it was dark and I was tired, I lay on the bed and gradually closed my eyes.
Someone smashed my door, the noise drove I had to get up and open the door.
Shen Jinnian staggered drunkenly, stinking with alcohol. The red eyes told me about his blue sorrow.
Only the frame was broken and the photo was intact. Although it’s easy to renew a frame, he would still be grieved all day and made himself so miserable.
"Are you all right?” I looked at him in a sadness.
But he was the same fierce as a monster. He hands suddenly grabbed my neck strongly that I was almost out of breath. I retreated to the bed due to his approach step by step. He pushed over me to the bed, then jumped up.
"Mr. Shen, you... "I was trembling to look at the sot resembling a dreadful beast, itch me to devour.
He vented his wrath on me, and tore my clothes into pieces in fury and threw in the air. Lying on the bed, shy and helpless, I tried to elude.
If it was normal when he was awake, every time he desired me, I’d never resist. Such a savage revenge frightened me.
To get back at me for ruining his most precious treasure, he took it out on me rudely. Therefore I kept ducking, not letting his tongue go straight in.
Simultaneously Shen Jinnian flied into rage, two palms pressed on my head to shake it from left to right, then to fix it on the bed. His tongue prized up my teeth. After a few seconds, he made me breathe hard.
I disliked his bossy bad temper, not to mention such a savage revenge.
I pushed him. “Mr. Shen, you’re drunken, please calm down.”
“Mr. Shen, stop, please stop it...”
Regardless of my feelings, he took out his tongue and then his big dick entered into my cunt. Just for a moment, I felt as if my body was about to be torn. How merciless was he, I saw it again.
He really drunk too much, and he vented his full of angert, so his motion made me feel terrible and hurt. Both legs had been shivering. After a few minutes, I could not stand it, had to beg him for mercy.
“Mr. Shen, I’m deadly painful. Would you please be gentle ? It hurts so much."
Very painful, for the first time I felt the sex was a torture.
We had it for couple times which all turned me higher comfortable so that I desired to hold him again, begged him to bestow me a joyful one more time.
But now, I did only wanna cease it, tears had fallen down.
Shen Jinnian said, this was just the beginning to compensate me, tonight I must accompany him. Then he continued to be a overlord, to possess me and make me more and more painful until he ejaculated on my naked body.
I thought, this was over so I lay on the bed to relax. But Shen Jinnian grabbed my arm, pulled me up from the bed, quickly turned my body over. He let me kneel down. If any wrong, then I would see it.
I was scared, not to mention that he was a sot now who was much more fierce. I dare not to provoke him into angry, I did it obediently according to his requirements.
His hands wrapped around my waist, entering me from baack with more strength than before. It was rather killing me. My knees turned red on the bed and I had to grasp the sheets firmly with both hands. I only wished the catastrophe to end soon.
At the awful night, it was simply rather die than live. I realized his barbarity. I shall never dare to offend him later, especially dare not touch his belongings.
When was it over? when was I asleep? when was it dawn? And when I opened my eyes and found me alone on the bed. When did Shen Jinnian left, I didn‘t know.
The only thing I knew was that I gotta go to the set today. To work or to starve into death, I picked work. When I was walking on the set, my legs were so weak that some guys gossiped I spent time living a disgraceful dissolute life.
Nonetheless it was harsh evil hopeless tongues, I was already accustomed to it, so I didn‘t care.
I felt like the offense against Shen Jinnian might take toll on dismissing. Fortunately I just arrived at the set was caught by the director, he begged to say with me in demand. “ Thank God, you are here. Without you, the drama might have been messed up.”
Because of Shen Jinnian, the director‘s attitude towards me can be said to turn genial by 360°, very polite. Even when talking to met, he was bent so to be shorter than me.
I was pushed into dressing room. It was the first time for me to be made up by professional dressers, to change my costumes helped by others, and fetch me tea serving by crews for acting. The treatment was completely serving to the heroin.
Wu Shasha sitting on the side had gotten ready. She folded her hands in the chest with eyes peering at me ferociously. There was no one left in room after crews outfitted me, except for Wu Shasha and I. Abruptly she slapped on my face, inexplicably.
"Wu Shasha, you..." No any reaction, I subconsciously thought of myself as a humble and inferior person.
Over the past half year, I had been looked down upon on the set, there were always persons trampling on my self－esteem. I had to endure. So I dare not to fight back, nor to argue with her.
"You...... You what? You... How dare you, shameless, you know?" Wu Shasha spoke in an aggressive tone, and another slap landed on the other half of my face.
"Why not piss a puddle to look at your true reflection, your crooked ugliness ain’t qualified to close with Mr. Shen, is it?" Her ferocious face said she wanted me to die.
I was rooted to the spot silly on account of her slap, full of fear.
"Don‘t you think no one will discipline you just because Mr. Shen backs you up. You is nothing but a bitch, coquettish bitch... "
Wu Shasha raised hand to prepare to slap again.
Facing to aggressive Wu Shasha, I actually dare not to fight back. She kicked me with two consecutive slaps, whereas I acted as a fool.
I never thought of Shen Jinnian caught Wu Shasha‘s hand at the moment of her more slaps hit me again. Wu Shasha immediately stood with all respects, she dare not to continue.
"Mr. Shen, I... " Only in front of Shen Jinnian, she felt afraid.
"Why not work? Or you wanna get fired?" Shen Jinnian shook off Wu Shasha‘s wrist, roaring to her in a ruthlessly cruel voice , then he left.
Wu Shasha got shocked and obediently went out. I also relieved my breath and followed out. On account of two slaps, the dressers must refine my make－up. Then my work got start.