After he let go of me, I took a big breath of air and my heart thumped. I dared not look his face. I would be afraid.

He was so mysterious. He held me in his arms just now, and now he was trying to kill me because of a woman I had never seen before.

After coming out of the box, I hurried downstairs. Lili was still waiting for me in the bar. We went out together and sat in a taxi, with a relieved feeling.

Lili asked me, what did Mr. Shen want from me?

I never hide my feeling in front of her. I said, what else he can do, he want woman!

Lili kept shouting that Shen was probably interested in me.

I said, "come on! Unless his brain was kicked by a donkey, otherwise he would not be interested in me. "

"What if he did get kicked by a donkey?" Lili said thoughtlessly.

"You can say to him." I glared at her. We cannot say nonsense.

Then she became silent. She covered her mouth with her hands and dared not talk any more, fearing that her head would move.

We each went back to our rental rooms. After taking a bath and putting on my pajamas, I was about to lie in bed. Suddenly I received a call from Sister Hong, who told me that there was a sec scene tomorrow that I was e a stand－in for Wu Sasha.

I nodded and said yes. I was thinking, Wu Sasha was going to be popular again after all these sex scenes.

The next morning I went to the set and found the director. He told me to get ready quickly, and then I went to Xingyuan Lake with the crew to shoot there today.

While in the car, the director spoke to me and a male stand－in. Today we were going to shoot a set of scenes playing in the water, when we would take off our clothes and went into the water.

It was easier to shoot in the water. We could do what we want to do together. It was summer, so there‘s no need for pressure.

While the director was speaking to us about the play, I took a look at this male stand－in. Apart from tallness, I dared not compliment him anything, especially his face. Fortunately, the camera wouldn’t shoot his face.

Half an hour later, we came to Xingyuan Lake. We changed into our costumes and stood by the lake. When the director said action, we would slowly take off our clothes for each other and then have sex.

Frankly it really took courage to act with this double. He was so ugly, especially the way he looks at me.

All the staff were ready, and the director shouted action. Under the camera, I looked at the male substitute with disgust. He smiled and took off my clothes and threw them on the ground, hugged me around my waist, and jumped into the water with me in his arms.

This was a play of the king and his lady in the water. All we had to do was making noise in the water for a while, such as splashing water on each other. I laugh loudly, and then he suddenly swam over, and hugged me from behind. He put his mouth around my ear.

Of course I couldn‘t refuse, because we played husband and wife. Not only I couldn‘t push him away, but also had to cater to him. Seriously, I was extremely reluctant to play with him.

At this moment, my mind suddenly flashed the figure of Shen Jinnian. I thought, if he plays with me, I will not feel how disgusting.

I didn‘t know why. Every time I was with Shen Jinnian, I was particularly panicked. My heart flipped to my throat, and I was so nervous that I was going to die.

"Stop, the atmosphere was wrong. Come on up and jump again."

Somehow, the director suddenly shouted stop. I was about to splash water with the male substitute.

The male substitute and I had to climb up to the shore naked, picked up the clothes on the ground and put them on our bodies. When the director shouted action, we took off our clothes for each other, and then he hugged me and jumped into the water.

I was very careful, for fear that the performance was not good enough and the director shouted stop again. Then we had to start all over again.

I have become numb and strong and got used to this kind of scenes.

But today, I felt so shy, feeling that my self－esteem has been trampled on because the director shouted stop again and he said that we were wrong.

I noticed Wu Sasha who was wearing sunglasses, holding the full breasts in her arms. Her agent was holding her umbrella. She had been watching my performance, with a strange smile. I wondered if she was fooling me.

With such doubts, we jumped into the water again, and we played. Then he swam towards me, and I knew I should turn around and let him hold me from behind.

I was nervous for fear that he would out his hands in the wrong place. After all, we were not dressed, but I dared not add play by myself.

At this time, I felt a pair of strong and powerful hands around my waist. His fingers drew a small circle on my stomach, and his mouth fell on my ears blowing heat, licking my earrings.

These were the plot, so I could only bear it with my eyes closed, but my expression was painful.

At this time, the director shouted to me with the horn and said I should act more comfortable. Don’t act like being raped.

Actually I didn’t need to show my face, but he asked me to be more comfortable.

I knew that the director on the set was the most powerful man, and even the pop stars had to listen to him. I was just a stand－in. I had no right to speak. I could only relax my body according to the director‘s request. Then try to show comfortableness.

At this time, the man who hugged me was already excited, his guy against me. That kind of feeling was very uncomfortable, but I cannot refuse.

The man licked my ear and said, you are so beautiful, you are the most beautiful woman I have ever seen. Of course, his voice was very low.

"We are filming. Don‘t go too far." I reminded him in a low voice that we would just play according to the plot. It was in the water, and I hope he wouldn‘t do something dirty under the water.

But he smiled, and he said to me, "Do you believe that if I fuck you today, no one will speak out?"

"How dare you?" My hand was submerged in the water and pinched his lap heavily.

He hugged me more tightly, his hands slowly moving towards my chest, and he seemed to want to touch my pair.

"To tell you the truth, I was specially asked to be a substitute to fuck you...Ha! " He laughed. "I didn‘t expect to meet the prettiest one."

At this time, he pushed hard, and clenched me so tightly that I could not break free at all, and his guy seemed to be getting closer and closer to me.

"Let go of me, let go of..." I‘ve been struggling, and I called out.

This was obviously the sex scene in the water, but it was vividly acted by me as a drama of rape.

The director standing on the shore yelled at me again with his horn： "What are you doing? Can you do it? If you can‘t do it, get out of here. "

We were called to the shore by the director, and he scolded me hard and asked me if I could act.

I was crying, I told the director, said the man took advantage of me.

The director‘s reaction really surprised me. He snorted coldly. "Don‘t forget who you are. It‘s not your first day in this industry. Don‘t you understand?"

Although the director did not say it clearly, it was also obvious that he and everyone on the set thought the same way. They all looked down on me. It had become a habit to undress in front of everyone. What was wrong with being hugged by a man? That’s what he meant.

"I ask you again, can you do it again?" The director asked me very seriously.

"Yes, I will."

I sobbed with tears in my eyes.

But if I have a second way to go, I will not choose to live humbly.

Even if I can turn around now and go. I quit this job. Sister Hong would not let me go, and she had a hundred ways to let you learn.

I got dressed and stood in front of the camera again. The director told me this was the last chance, or he would find someone else to play.

This time, I stood in front of the camera under great pressure and was hugged by the man again. We were playing in the water, and he hugged me from behind. This time he grabbed my pair directly.

I didn‘t like this feeling. I wanted to refuse, but I dare not. If I can’t pass this time, I may not be able to stay in this industry. I was waiting for the director to stop us.